okay, so
i just wanted to let you know that i hope it’s okay
for me
to have even thought about saying
what i was thinking about saying
if it isn’t, please let me know
(although i feel like you won’t)
(i feel like your lack of saying anything is because you’re so offended that i would
EVEN THINK
of saying what i didn’t say
that you’re beyond words)
so anyway,
just so you know,
i’m sorry,
just forget i thought anything at all
04.04.24
Self censorship is insidious. I know that feel, though I probably don’t experience it previously the same as you.
Hugs. All the hugs.